[It was a haze probably because he took her to the clinic, where she was put under. He also was looked at, but doesn't remember much of that - just that he definitely fucking threw up from the stress and the guilt, and he might have also passed out, too. Or disassociated hard enough to just block out a whole few hours of his day completely. Gotta love those trauma responses!
He feels so stupid for not reaching out, even when Katsuki sees Alice crumple her dress again and again. He tries to move his arms, to embrace her like he should, but his fingers twitch and then nothing - almost as if he were made of stone, or afraid to even so much as touch her. I tried to kill you.]
I almost did. [The words come out and this time Katsuki feels...dizzy. He grips the frame of the door as he wobbles on his feet a bit and heat burns at the back of his eyelids, gathering at the corners of his eyes.] No one made me, but I almost fucking did. I couldn't hold back against my own damn sister!
[His fist hits the frame of the door in his anger with himself, his lack of control, and the young Hero covers his face with his other hand, turning his face away slightly as he starts to shake and cry, teeth grit together.]
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Date: 2024-08-28 04:30 pm (UTC)He feels so stupid for not reaching out, even when Katsuki sees Alice crumple her dress again and again. He tries to move his arms, to embrace her like he should, but his fingers twitch and then nothing - almost as if he were made of stone, or afraid to even so much as touch her. I tried to kill you.]
I almost did. [The words come out and this time Katsuki feels...dizzy. He grips the frame of the door as he wobbles on his feet a bit and heat burns at the back of his eyelids, gathering at the corners of his eyes.] No one made me, but I almost fucking did. I couldn't hold back against my own damn sister!
[His fist hits the frame of the door in his anger with himself, his lack of control, and the young Hero covers his face with his other hand, turning his face away slightly as he starts to shake and cry, teeth grit together.]